Friday, July 10, 2015

A poem

Well. Here we are still doing the Houston hangout. I am feeling better mostly. All the symptoms associated with inflammation are still very prominent.  Mostly it's the headaches that drive me crazy. Both the doctor and I both feel that the tumor that had invaded the lining of my brain is probably swelling just like my sinus and my eye and that is leading to the headaches. I guess it is all supposition at this point but we are hopeful. If those tumors are swelling due to the attack  by the T cells then I'm all in favor.

Night time is the worst. The headaches are pretty bad. It makes it hard to sleep so I exercise. Last night at 1:00 am  I was going up and down the stairs to  the six story parking garage. When my legs start to hurt bad enough I forget my head. It was actually quite nice out. Very peaceful and it was a lovely view of the city from the sixth floor

We met with the doctor today again. He is such a kind man. The nurses are amazing as well. We are surrounded with the nicest people. We talked about my symptoms. He seems very encouraged by all the signs thus far.

Here is a Poem that I wrote while JoLynne was getting ready to leave for our appointment

Upon the Rock of Christ, my Lord
I've built my humble little home
It's plain and simple to the eye
But here it stands amidst the storm

The rains have come, the winds have roared
The very earth, it seemed to tear
I must confess, some damage done
But on the whole it still stood there

At first I thought, "How well I built. 
Behold the house made by my hand"
And then the truth, it softly speaks,
"Because of Him, your house still stands"

Oh God, forgive me, I am young
How quickly I would seek to claim
The credit for thy miracle done
I always knew from whence it came.

And as I live my knowledge grows
And finally I can understand
Thou art my God, who saves my soul
Not house, but Rock where on it stands

12 comments:

  1. I love your poem Eric. You are a rock you know...

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    1. I love you Kelly. I am blessed with good sisters who look out for me.

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  2. That poem is beautiful. Thank you for sharing it. Continued prayers and much love for you and Jolynne from P and R

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    1. Thank you Paul and Roma. You are my dear friends.

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  3. You are so gifted, your thoughts and gifts of expression have touched my life and many others. Our prayers and tears for you, JoLynne and family continue.

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    1. Hello Gary and Becky. Thank you. We love and appreciate you both

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  4. What a beautiful poem. I had to read it through a couple times to make sure I got all the nuances, and I will probably go back after I leave this comment and read it again. You are in our prayers.

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    1. Dear Erin, You are so kind. Thank you for saying that. I am pretty insecure about my ability to write poetry but somehow it expresses things for me that normal words don't do as well. Your praise meant a lot to me. Thank you for being Shanelle's friend all these years and such a good friend to JoLynne and I as well.

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  5. I love this poem, Dr. Vogel. So beautiful. Continually amazed with your faith. Alex and I are praying for you.

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    1. Thank you Kayla. I miss working with you. Hopefully things go well and I can be back at the office before too long. I bet you are getting excited for camp. You are going to be amazing in that calling.

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  6. What an absolutely amazing poem! I am still in awe by your strength, courage, and faith. The Lord is behind you 100% - as well as your family and friends who love you very very much. Still keeping our prayers going! Hugs.

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    1. Thank you Candace, You are sweet and supportive. Thank you.

      Eric

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